my brain is swrilling like crazy and I have i feeling i am going insane. There are 1000000 things to do, 1424524643 dicissions to make and twice as amny possibilities. I'm confused and lost and i don't know at all where im walkig and i feel like im walking around in circles and trip over a tree root ever 15 seconds. Oh well for now i'll keep wondering like a chicken with its head cut off untill i find somthing.