Logic

What is logic? How do you get it? Should you trust your logic? Is it best to go with your gut instinct? What if your brain is rationalizing your gut instinct? Is your bain right? Is your gut right? Does anyone ever know? Why Why Why Why Why is the world made up of people who make dumb decissions?

Martha

So latley I've had lot of stuff to do. Busy with school, extra curicular school stuff, kids club, singing company, Jr. youth group, church stuff in general, baby-sitting and work...its just nuts. So where do I stand with all of this? I dont know exactly. But with all this stuff I'm doing, I am thinking of the Mary and Martha story.
I can relate a lot to how Martha felt i think. My brain is an automatic to do list. If I don't run on a tight schedule something or someone will get neglected. That would be bad. So i just take a big breath and keep running.
But I can't run forever, I'll eventually burn out...I hear God telling me to sit down, but my brain is telling me otherwise. IF we were to have a man to man convo right now it's probley go somthing like

Jennifer , sit.

sorry I cant right now I will as soon as i finish kids club

sit

after I figure out how to get scolarships for bible college

sit

sorry i have work

sit

sorry doing homework- i wanna get good grades for those scolarships

sit

can't we jsut muli-task you know talk and work at the same time??I'm not nearly done my work for anyting!

no , sit

sitting is not productive! If i sit I won't get anything done for you!

SIT! if you dont stop and sit down and listen to me, you won't get anything done for me either.

So I know this, now i jsut have to work on sitting.

my brain is swrilling like crazy and I have i feeling i am going insane. There are 1000000 things to do, 1424524643 dicissions to make and twice as amny possibilities. I'm confused and lost and i don't know at all where im walkig and i feel like im walking around in circles and trip over a tree root ever 15 seconds. Oh well for now i'll keep wondering like a chicken with its head cut off untill i find somthing.