To the Grave and Back

Ok so yeah...I've gotten some interesting perspective on life as of yesterday.
So this week has been kinda overwelming. I am up to my head in school work and it's driving me crazy. I've been developing a new set of worries for my summer. I have friends who are in diffrent proviences who are going through situations and i wish I could be there to help...but I can't and I am having some issues with some friends and it feels like i'm loosing people...which I'm defiently not a fan of. But yes thats whats been on the go...way to much stress for my liking. I hate it when I feel like I'm sinking.
So when I get stressed I do somthing kinda weird... I resort to picture books. Don't ask me why but it happens. I was reading the picture book "Guess How much I love you". Basicly the ending is the Rabbit tells his son he lvoes him to the moon and back. Nothing could be farther! Well know what comforts me right now? God loves me to the grave and back! And when it seems like I'm walking a tight rope accross rapids and I'm afraid to fall...guess waht! His hands are there to catch me. There is a verse in the bible that says. "Be still and know that I am God" . In the NASB version it says "Cease striving, and now that I am God." That gave me a diffrent out look. Stop trying to do things by yourself....God can obviously do it better. And the creator of the universe is more than capable to handle my little problems. There for I will be strong. Actually no... I will be weak and let God be my strength.
Every story has conflict- but characters grow through conflict. My life is a story and God is the writer. So though the skys are dark, I will trust the sun will rise again

I don't know where this road leads
I don't know where I'm gonna be
But Ive felt this way before
Though you are with me God, I still feel unsure

I don't know how the story ends
All I know is its dark again
And though it seems its night always
I will trust the sun will rise again

I wish I knew the final page
But you are with me God
I know I'llbe ok
So when I'm finally at the end
I will fin the sun will rise again


k thats the end of my blog. God loves us to the grave and back