Wednesday, November 23, 2005

I'm thinking...

So this is what I have been pondering...The maximum amount of hours I spend at home a day is 13. And that includes my 8hrs of sleeping so it's more like 5. I was brilliant again and loaded my plate completly full and now I'm wondering if it might have been irresponsible...Like the extreme amout of stuff i am doing is starting to cause unecessary fights that could be avoided if I had more time on my hands. I would be much less stressed and have alot more time just breath and build broken relationships and I would also have more time to spend with God which is somthing I have been struggleing with latley. But here is the problem- I can graduate early because of all the extra circullar stuff I am in. Cuz i get a credit for each thing that i do. And my high school is the last place on earth I would rather be.So it would be amazing to be able to graduate early. Like I have always had a busy schedule and I can usually handle them quite well- but I don't know if graduating early is worth it. Like my head is telling me to suck it up and go ahead with the physco schedule after all no one forced me into the stuff I'm in. But the other half of me is saying Yes you can graduate early, but your schedule is causing fights and is driving you insane. I donno what to do - I really want to graduate- but I also really want peace. Any one have any thoughts on what I should do??

2 Comments:

At 7:15 PM, Blogger Lynette Adams said...

Hey Jenn! It's me, Lynette. I hope you're doing okay.
About finishing high school early - so you've finished early, what do you do then? More school? Work? Whatever it is, there'll be stress, unless you develop a habit of relaxing as you go.
At the end of your life, you'll not worry about which year you finished high school, but you will care about the people in your life and how you got on with them.
I'd love to hear from you!
Lynette
milton_chic@hotmail.com
http://lynetteadams.blogspot.com/

 
At 7:12 AM, Blogger YouthPastorChic said...

Jenn, Jenn, Jenn, That's tough. I would probably do the same thing, but at the same time, the one thing I noticed was that your relationship with God is struggling. That is the biggest thing I would be focusing on. Is it what God wants or what you want? I'll be praying for ya!

 

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