Prarie Sky

I don't know if thats how you spell prarie but what ever! Right now I am a tad bit on the stressed side. When ever I am doing somthing life is grand but the seccond I am not occupied I start to realise things. I realise that life will never be the same anymore and then I get angry cuz people have told me that they would allways be there no matter what and it turns out there not. It's as simple as that (if your reading thing sorry for my crumby attitude). I have been here for a week and I am allready tired of people lying and saying one thing and doing the other I am also sick of people being anti-social and locking them selves in a bubble. The only thing I have to comfort me is the sky. The sky here is beautiful. Today unfortuantally I had to go to school early cuz mom needed to leave earlier for work. But the good thing one I saw the sky first thing in the morning. It was beautiful. The sky doesn't end ever and the sun shines so bright. It's enough to get rid of any cranky-ness in me. I am so greatfull for the sky. Infact I am in school right now and it is my free period and I have been kinda moody today so after I do my bio homework for next period I think I'll go outside and sit in the field at my school and look at the sky then I'll takle the next thing on my agenda- bio. Right now I am just taking one step at a time hopeing that I am walking in the right direction.