Jumping in head first

Oh my. Things are finally starting up here. school is kicking and all that jazz. I'm finally getting involved in stuff and just when I'm ready to jump head first in a bunch of stuff I'm starting to get really nervous. I'm helping out with one of the kids clubs at one of the churches down town and the majority of the kids are really poor. The church I'm going to really like the idea that I am willing to help out with things. As you know (that is if you read the other entries) I'm playing piano for the kids choir. Yeah i havn't done that before so it's kinda scarrry. I'm also playing piccolo in band at school. Again somthing I'm not used to. so yeah I'm kinda nervous of all the new things I'm doing. But on my new Cd "Trusting the angles" by Jason Upton -by the way everyone should get this cd. Theres a part of the song that really stuck out to me.

I know there’s a reason there’s rhyme
For every season there’s a sign
I know there’s a message God has just for us
Cause somehow as we grow
We lose what we were told

So yeah what I'm kinda noticing and trying to grasp I guess. Is that scense ever I have allways been told to trust God with everything. This seems really easy in consept but is somtimes really hard to put into practice. But I need to keep trusting and give God my fears about this place. Because there is a reason God put me here and a reasom I am trying all these new things. I'm I'm pretty sure that once I over come these frears and start trusting fully I will really enjoy my self.
Anywho thats it for now!
-Jenn