I hate when I try to fix a problem with someone, and they dont meet me half way. They think non of it is there fault and that it is 100% mine. I am willing to take the blame for what I did, but the other partie needs to realize that they contributed to the problem and did some wrong to. I am going to go eat my face now. OR knit to China...or Newfoundland.

Little Child Remember

Latley I've been seeing alot of people overwelmed with lots and lots of diffrent things. A wide varity of probelms- diffrent but each and every single one jsut as real.

Little Child remember;
You don't have to be brave
Just gaze into my eyes
It's you that I can save
Stop trying to build an army
Stop trying to part the sea
I know you want I miricle,
But what you need is me

I can wipe your tears away
I can give you peace
But first my little child
You must depend on me
- Gods letter


I hope that anyone who is feeling the least bit overwelmed knows that they don't have to be brave. I pray that these people who I know find rest in God. LEt him take your probelms and grant you the peace that you've been longing for so long

"Holiness is purity, not maturity.

- this was on my friends blog - pretty profound huh?

ARGGGGGGGG

WARNING; VENTING POST AHEAD

Two postings in one day- we are going great
K
Know what I hate more than anything in the entire universe???????? When people decide that they don't need accontability. They look at themselves suprior to the every one - including the people who taught them what they know. They think they are the only people who are right in the matter and when people disagree, instead of learning from how wise they are, they decide that they are better than them.
But it's not only the complete rudeness of that that is bugging me...let me elaborate without elaborating to much.
K So I strongly feel that there is a partcular group that has strong power in impacting people. They do many things right, but many things wrong. People don't see the negitives because of the wonderful facade placed on what is going on.They only are told the good things and are brainwashed into thinking that the bad things are good. I'm not saying that this group thingy is all bad I'm just saying they need to realize that they are not perfect and need accontability and need to be less self centered and learn from people who know exactly what they are talking about.
The most anoying part of this is that people who i care about are falling for the masqurade that is infront of them. I see people throughing away dreams that they have had for a really long time, to take part in this group. They think it is what they want but it isn't. I know this for sure. But I can't tell them that I just have to watch and wait till they figure it out themselves.
I'm not mad at the people I know who take part in this group, because it will be good for them in some respects, I'm just extremely agrivated with how irresponsible leaders of groups can be- not realizeing waht exactly they are doing and not listening to what really really really wise people are telling them OVER AND OVER AGAN
ok i'm done my rant
sorry about that all

I drop my sword....

I know I've been winning battles left and right
But even soilders can get wounded in the fight
Some people say that I'm amazing
Far beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me, i'm hiding behind my tears

They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
So I drop my sword and cry for awhile
Cuz deep down inside this armor, this warrior is a child

Not afraid to go, cuz his armor is the best
But even siolders need a quiet place to rest
Some people say that I'm amazing
Never face retreat
But they dont see all the things thats laying at my feey

They don't know That I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
So I drop my sword, look up for a while
Cuz way down inside this armor, this warrior is a child
Way down in side this armour, this warrior is a child



"Don't be afraid little warrior bride, you're victory is on the other side!"

Serenity Prayer

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdon to know the diffrence.

I read this prayer on a card/ bookmark thingy and I really like it. If I were to write it in my own words, it would go somthing like this.

God give me peace by teaching me the diffrence between the things I can change and the things I cannot. Help me not to be discouraged when I find things I cannot change rather give me strength to be bold in the abilities that you gave me and help me use them to build your kingdom!
AMEN!

Be still! Allthings are possible!

Be still
Somtimes i find my self going nuts. I get to busy with some things, don't concentrate enough on others. It can get very easy for me to get streached very thin, this can be quite fusterating. Somthings feel as if they are being neglected because i am doing to mcuh of one thing, not enough of somthing else and some stuf, i still haev a long way to go before i can even attempt to tackle it.
So my qustion is how the heck do i do this stuff. And I jsut strat running and going crazy till its all done.
But I am learning a new method. ITs called me stoping and being still and giving it all to God. Somthing that is common sense, but seriosuly common sense isn't that common. But I am realising that once i give all my worries and concerns and most importantly my dreams and desires to God, I find things sort them out much better than if i was trying to do it by myself. So instead if trying to do everything myself. I'm gonig to do it on Gods strength, cuz with him all things are possible!

Right now

Right Now - Laure Woodly

I believe I will live to see, my nation on its knees
Every color, every language will be calling Jesus king
It will all change....when we turn from our wicked ways
HE will heal our land when we humbly seek his face

Right now, revival sarts with me
Right now faith knows what I can not see
Right now, his spirt is pooring out of me

I belive I will live to see the church united in the earth
All the young and the old ones, will join together in rebirth
In Jesus' name, oh he loves us all the same
There is just one heaven and only one name to be praised

Right now, churches will reconsile
Right now, conviction will change our minds
Right now, forgivness will heal the bride of Christ

I believe I will live to see signs and wonders in the streets
Deaf ears will be opened lame will walk and blind will see
For Jesus' sake, I will pray with all my faith
Till his glory falls, and sinners cry out to be saved

Right now his word is what I believe
Right now, He's given authority
Right now, I'll follow him to the least of these

I believe I will live to see Jesus comming in the clouds
HE will lift me up to heaven oh I'm on the earth for now
I will not stay, he has gone to make a place
Where every knee will bow, and we'll live in the light of his face

Right now, I am made free from sin
Right now, he is my life within
Right now I'm falling more in love with him

Right now revival starts with me
....faith knows waht I cannot see
...His spirit is pooring out of me
Right now

30 Hour Famine

So this Friday we are doing the 30 hour famine at youth group. It should be good fun.
Though the purpos of the famine is to raise money to support word vision and rais money for poor countreys, i decided to take a look at fasting.
I don't know how accurate my comprehension is on the subject, but this is what I've learned. People fast because they long for somthing spritually, and feal deprived, there for deprive them selves of of somthing physically. In this case being food. During meal times or waht ever instead of eating people take this time to pray and read there bibles ectera. Also people do things like media fasts. Like instead of watching t.v or talking on msn and such that time is spent with God.
So I am deciding to put my new gained knowlege into practice while i do the 30 hour famine tomorow.
I am bringing my bible to school and to Soup kitchen and every time my stomach growels or i crave food or feel hungry- i am going to try to read a bible passage and pray.
Even if I am completly off on my idea of what fasting is, I think this will be a good idea for me tomorow. Every time I feel deprived of food, i will go to the bread of life.
AMEN!

SPRING!

It is so nice outside, once the dirt road is not full of mud, I'll do somthing...outside. Anywho
In general life is pretty good. I just had march break where we ran VBS for the kids club downtown.
It went pretty well. It was a mexican fiesta theme, and the kids enjoyed it.
The kids responded better than I expected to things like singing and bible. I was pleasently surpirsed to see some of the hardest kids to handle singing the songs, doing the actions and being some what attentive in bible.
I'd have to say though that the highlight of my VBS week was the seccond last day of VBS, and we talked about the cross, and the kids had decision time.
We seperated into groups and gave the kids a chance to ask any questions they had.
One girl in my group, who doesn't talk out much, was filled with so many questions.
I was delighted to answer them to the fullness of my capibility and was delighted to see her wanting to learn more about God.
We had four kids ask Jesus in their hearts, and i've been with these kids sense september and I don't think I've ever seen them that happy.
I love the fact that I am able to help out at kids club even though it comes with its own package of problems.
I can now say that I'm so glad I moved to Winnipeg. I am learning lots and enjoying myslef tons:D:D. I have no reason to complain that I live here.
GOOD TIMES ALL ROUND