School

Ok I am actually trying crazy hard to find things that are good about Winnipeg daily. And although I can find positive aspects of this place, I sometimes just sit there asking "God, why did you take me from Newfoundland for this.??" I jsut don't get it sometimes. I go to my high school everyday- the classes are good - but the school itself is really hard to adjust to - its really clicky. I think the main problem I have with Winnipeg is my school. I just want to graduate. I have freiends and such but sometimes I just want out! Like i love helping out at the kids club down town and I love helping out at the soup kitchen.....but i dread school every day. I just feel really out of place - like my school is so messed up with drugs and such and i'm just like "I WANT MY YOUTH GROUP AND BIBLE STUDY BACK" . But over the weekend i learned alot about being a servent for God and trusting him and doing what ever he wants us to do ....so maybe because of my negitive attitude towards my school, I'm missing the bigger picture- what God wants me to do there. I don't know what that is- but i am going to make the choice to stop being mad about school - and listen to what God wants me to do. He never said that the christian road was a simple one - he just said he would be there with me. And all in all, I guess its a good thing that I feel out of place in this messed up world - cuz we were not made for this- we were made for eternity
Anyways I hope you enjoyed that crazy rant